1
its morning
slept like a baby and still craving for more sleep

2
im jz a typical minah who can never be punctual
im clueless
jz feeling sad and insecure lately

3
my bf jz finished his guard duty
msg me he miss me like always...
but im starting to feel bummed
y r we always having to feel sad
"i miss u like crazy" bla bla bla
i mean no evil meaning toward this feeling but
sinz we have to be separated like this for at least the next 3 mths anyway
so...y not we jz deal with it!
noe wat i mean
i jz want us to be less melancholic
yeah junida, thats a total contradiction towards both our personalities
we are both emotional
well i guess we have to find a way to work this weakness out
i miss my baby and my baby misses me
one more thing tho...
i feel like he's a part of my life
he's a special someone
i dont want to be hiding him
its building up my guilty conscience towards my family
i shd be spending time with family but its taken away by those sneak outs times with
my baby might misunderstand this whole thing
but my christmas wish this year is to make him rightfully mine
entitling him to my time, equal attention as for my loved ones
i wana make him part of my family
my intention is just to make everything fair to him
sigh...
even sometimes good intentions can be misunderstood
for instance we could be facing certain risks in the process
for instance...

4
i love my eyes
i love my smile
i love myself
i love my job...well not unless im a radio dj...hahaha
im jz work better when im happier...and i feel kinda cheery today...good for customer service...sunny side up!
i love my family
i love everything that i have

5
there's a new staff at work today
am i gonna get sacked?!
im just being paranoid
the company just
but who says there's no room for controversy hah!